Day 241: Reflected trust

Today i came to a realization of myself about trust.
and i'm not just talking about trust of others, but the trust of myself too.

one of my teachers today as i was asking them about my submitted paper which he had to grade, that what is the result of it, i got an answer that although he didn't yet graded it, he glanced across and it will be fine.
this high amount of trusting me that i know and written my paper correctly surprised me. of course i'm not going to argue with it and accept it, yet i didn't account for such a thing to happen.
the reason i could not see this action of his was because i did not stand or even recall my whole semester of going and being on his classes having conversations with him. it was "something in the past". and when writing the paper or even asking about the result i only had that one piece of paper of evidence in mind. i was soo focused on it, that i intentionally forget about all i did up to that point.